Wednesday, May 27, 2009

No task means boring

Another boring day in the office...all my works done and im left with nothing to do...To keep myself busy, i made few designs just to fill in all the free time i got in my workplace. The wheather today is okay...not too hot. I wish there will be a lots of rain today. I also got a lots of complaints from pso players sayin that the management sucks and corrupted. Well...i always know that the ppl who run the server now are so damn corrupted and thirst for profit.But then again, im not that righteouss GM back when i was on the throne but of coz, they're far worse. But i just listen to their probs...wut more can i do? okay without futher delay...

Monday, May 25, 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Home Workstation

Hi i wanna share the photo's of my personal workstation at home. Since i just moved in, i pick the best room in the house to be my terminal. So here are the pictures.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Payback is a bitch!

I was scrolling down the yahoo and google images to find liverpool logo. I wanna make my own liverpool car sticker using my own design....suddenly i found this jackass pull a sick prank over my beloved liverpool fc here's the payback heh heh heh...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Project Asura

Project Asura is a small group of musician led by myself and my old pal from my previous group. The two of us together are both singers and composers. Project Asura create better music for our local industry revolve in all kinds of genre, producing quality poetry lyrics and perform experimentation on all kinds of music. At first, we're planning to produce a single. However, there's a few song n lyric request from some established and new artists. So we have to concentrate on making their request first.

Our future plan is to gather a lots of Independence lyricist and composer out there, to join our group and establish their works. Nowadays, all established composer and lyricist have been rip-off a lots of newbies work in order to maintain their place in the industry. By doing this, they are able to maintain their place but killing the new generations artist in the process. Without the new generations, its fear that the local industry will suffer a massvie downfall. But human greed knows no bound. For the reason, we, Project Asura is determine to create a protected group or team to unleash our talents and works to the people without being violated by all of those motherfuckers. Its time to show to the old generation that this era belongs to us and its time for them to lay down their cape and stop play dirty.

Yes we got a lots of new n young composer in the market but they grab their chances to stand where they are now. But not many people are as lucky as them. I know there's fuckin loads of them out there waiting for a chance to change their stars. But their luck and hardship haven't been paid off.

However, the process will take a lots of our blood n guts....sacrifices in order to make things real. Insha Allah, with the support from friends and families, we will give the best and work our ass hard to achieve the dream.

-Project Asura


Lagu : Project Asura
Lirik : zhuan

Bicara tentang kemarahan
Kegagalan mengecewakan
Bicara tentang perjuangan
Ditabir penghayatan
Dilandasan perjalanan....?

Bicara tentang keimanan
Mencoba menghapus keraguan
Bicara satu pertikaian
Memikir Kenisbian
Apakah ada kesudahan...?

Gerayu langkahku yang bertegun
Bertirakatku mencari erti
Sedetik nafasku yang pantas menghirup
Udara ini penuh maknawi

Manifestasi apa yang masih tersembunyi
Melihat dimana khilafnya
Lantas menjadi hilang keberanian diri
keciciran mengapai pelangi

Bicara tentang kemenangan
sedikit untuk diceritakan
Bicara tentang kegagalan
Kisah tak kesudahan
Suatu kisah berpanjangan?

Bicara tentang kematangan
Tuk meluluhkan kenaifan
Bicara tentang kejahilan
Yang membelenggu jiwa
Merintih kesengsaraan

Prahara simfonikan hidupku
Melawan arus dan dugaan ini
Menguatkan langkah ku yang semakin lemah
Demi secebis arti tuk pelajari

Segenggam mimpi sejauh alis matahari
Ku lelah dalam amarah ini
Hempaskan saja beban ini dari pundak ku
Jika kuturutkan kata hati ku ini
Tetap gencar menahan pedihnya
Tetap terus menyusun langkah semula

Bicara tentang kematian....

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Hot! Hot! Hot!

Global warming or Glabol warning? arghhh so hot lately....the weather really hydrate all the waters in my body...not even dat...i also got headache coz of the heat. And this will continue till september. I wish there's a heavy rain twice a week or everyday if possible. I love rain kekekeke.... 2 aircond in my house also doesnt effect much. Still can sleep in the minimum tempreature without wearing shirt. Normally...i would've freeze to death but now...i can sleep At office? okay...u know that ants breathe rite? yea dats it.....ants breathe are stronger than the office aircond. Everyday im bathing my own sweat...arghh!!!....lucky they pay me 'enuff'. Otherwise i rather work in 7-11 cooler!!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Cab Driver oh Cab Driver!!!

"bunch of jackass are on the run"

I dunno why but i often or maybe fated, to get a workplace which hard for any public transportation to come by except this 1 type of public transportation or should i call it an abomination on the road called taxi.

Since my lil bro often borrowing my bike to go to UITM, i got no choice than to take a cab. Ahhh wtf, my house is just 10 minutes away from my workplace (this aint by foot of course). So i prefer taking a cab. So there i was waiting for a cab and managed to stop this 1 cab. After telling the cab driver the location of the office, the driver simply ask me RM10 for a ride. WTF??? RM10 for a distance not more than 10 minutes? just for the sake of hard to get a passanger back from the place. Hallo macha...are u fucking kiddin me? RM10 bucks u can go fuck yourself!!!. Next cab...this old malay guy with kopiah...looks 'alim' enuff. Another RM10??? His reason was coz its nearby and the fare isnt worth it. Ok motherfucker....if u wanna get rich by driving a cab, i suggest u go fuck yourself.

After 30 minutes, 8 cab passed by with the same reason. All drivers are malays and indians. Then came this cab...the driver was and old chinese...i think around 60 years. After i told him my location, without asking further....he drove me straight to the place. I wonder why this old man can do things without too many excuses while other people cant? its all bout honesty.

Chinese taxi driver however...well i havent experienced anything bad so far so kudos. As far as i know, mostly malay and indian taxi drivers are scums, bloodsuckers and choosy. They even rigged the fare meter to gain extra money. When they charge the fare high, normally they will give excuse 'coz of price increased'. Well motherfuckers, u are using gas, not petrol. Yet u still whining...pathetic n bloodsucker.

The image of malaysian taxi is still the same....bad and ruined just like before and will forever remain bad.


Jam dah kol 7....adess...penat....keje tak banyak pon....aircond rosak punya pasal...berpeluh je la sepanjang ari. Hari ni ako plan nak beli barang sket. Internet lum leh on. Ako ada CD Dekaron ngan Shaiya....shaiya tu takyah la...sohai game. Adoii Fallout 3 pon lum abis main.

Malam sket ako nak jogging keliling area perumahan. Pastu lepak taman main gitar sambil isap rokok. Nasib taman dekat ngan pondok sekuriti....takde la risau kalo pontianak tiba2 rekues lagu.

Sambar DVD2 movie terbaru ni pon cun gak ni. Lama dah tak layan DVD...aritu beli Queen of langkasuka....adess citer takleh bla. Sejak ako quit online gaming ni...ako rasa selain dari buat muzik ngan melukis....ako dah takde apa aktiviti lagi yang tinggal. Kalo game Blade and Soul dah out....besh gak layan.

Ok la..nak solat maghrib...ciao.

PSO private server

Its funny when untill today....i still got sms and pm from the players asking me bout the game. This is so irritating since i've already inform everyone dozenz of time that im not involved in handling or managing the server.

Or maybe got ppl said im the one who's running the server? now that's just pathetic. Goosh i really dont wanna get involved with those idiots who really need to grow up. I dont see profession as GM convince me enuff to make a life's career out of it. For some people who still havent grow up, and love hacking here and there just to show to other ppl that they got dick as size of a peanut,...they suit the job perfectly well.

Wuteva it happy with my current job which is the real profession that a person should look in life. I think if there's still ppl who point their finger at me sayin that im the one who's responsible running the server, then i guess the only solution is to report bout this private server to CIB management along with the names of those who's running it.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


No much work at office now. So i just miggle around surfing. Lastnite i was suppose to meet this OITM female singer name Pija. However, she was nowhere to be find as promised. Well...nvm...the meeting can be done in other day. Not wasting any time, me and wandi as usual, proceed making a new songs and its been done. Nice song and very marketable. Cant wait to write the lyric soon.

Today i got a task....making a banner for a birthday event....some kida name aleeya maisarah wanna celebrate her 6 or maybe 7 years old...wuteva i dun care, just do the fucking job. Some old friends pm me when im online at my msn. Its good to see some old faces around.

Well...gotto continue work now...chiao

Last Secret online magazine layout.

Run right into hell and back....

Its already been a month since i left CIB. Not only left the company, i also moved from Subang to a new place in selayang area with new job as Head of Creative Dept. Alhamdulillah everything's working according the my plan...although i dont even know what my plan is but hey...its just a figure of speech.

I dont deny that i miss the good times back when i was a GM. It've been great and fun. Thanks for all the players and friends who have been supporting the game. Even im no longer a GM, a lots of players still address me as GM. Maybe they get used to calling me by that name. There's a lots of sweet memories. Now i not even play any online games anymore. I regret that i failed to return back players item back in PSO. But guess i have to live with it.

This is funny...i got this offer from a new game publishing company as Supervisor or Senior GM....however, i haven't decide yet whether to take the offer or maintain my current position. Being a GM is surely fun and challanging. I admit it i do intrested to work as a GM. If i being assign to any fun or joyable game, and good offer...sure as hell i will take it.

Im concentrating on music and design now and looking forward to make it in the industry soon insha Allah. As for now...i wanna sleep....zzzz..zzz..zzzzzz